At Present

I see the past, full force in bold colors, and pungent smells.  I Watch as it surrounds me in a dance of chaos.  Merging with my present,  showing me my future, threatening to control my perceiving, my being.  In this dance was a Spark of Knowing, I join the dance, So natural and clear and the dance becomes slower more meaning full. The smells are there, only they are sweet and grassy. The colors now more muted and fading. I watch the past fade from the dance, becoming a soft yellow glow around my future and present as they now Do a dance there own.  Everything fades.... I am the the world.... Dancing in the universe, I am the universe dancing  with the stars, I am everything Beating inside A Heart.   I am dancing as One.  

Wow another Blog for me

It's a good thing I am aloud to have so many blogs. I just keep changing all the time.   I almost feel like this one Blog, will fully integrate all the other Blogs. I think this is my 3rd.  


Life is all about the Journey and sometimes on that journey, you get stuck and wonder, ' Why am I doing this or what is this all about?'  Even or especially when you find yourself right were you always imagined you would be.  

What if your imagining changes. What if you see things for what they are and not what they appear to be.
What if one day, you wake up to all the possibilities of life.    This is what happened to me.  

My other Blog was and is such a beautiful documentation of the days before, I 'awoke' . Honestly it was easier to be asleep and live in the illusion of my "American Dream" but it was just that an illusion.   Real Life starts Now.


I owe this awakening to Some really great beings in this world.  Firstly David. Who I learned the most from. Sort of like a mirror.  My Sudevi ( Ma Nithya Sudevi Check out her Blog and Youtube channel) http://manithyasudevi.blogspot.com/   Not sure if I tagged that right.    I owe thanks to all of Nithyandamites (not sure that's right either)  Above all Paramahamsa Nithyananda Sri Swamiji. Who really opened my eye's (all 3) and my heart, to the Truths of life and how to live it. Advaitha <3  

So as I continue on with this Blog and my Journey to Inner Awakening (literally) to share and enrich my life my children and other.  

So much to say, yet for now I wish you Love Comfort and Peace.

Namaste